The older I get, the more I learnt how not to trust people.
It's like you don't know if people around you are telling the truth, or that, all these while you're living in the sea of lies they want you to believe in.

Or like when people are nice to you, there's a reason behind; (i still genuinely believe this doesn't apply to the best friends). Didn't people always say, everything happens for a reason? I've heard of guys having a bet on who gets the girl first. Or like how a guy approached a girl and be nice to her and all that, just to get to know the girl's gorgeous best friend. He never thought, what if that girl fell for him and how heartbreaking she's gonna be when she learns the truth? Things I've heard of, it's really, really scaring me.

Maybe that's why I grew to be so cautious of people around me. These walls. I'm scared to trust because I've been lied to. Even when people are nice to me, i'll think that, maybe they are just bored... or that there's something behind the whole thing asdfghjk i don't know what but there just is.

/i don't know what else to say.